6:14 am - 20/03/2011
Catching up...
I should be asleep, but you already know this.
It's been playing on my mind a lot lately, but then again it's not like I need an excuse to think about you.
This time it isn't me playing emo though. The fact that things are on track has helped me put into perspective the fact that I've come so far since your birthday though.
I know you were there shaking your head but I don't really think you can blame me. That was a bad day and it wont happen like that again. Not any time soon anyhow.
I've left it too long before emptying my head to you yet again and I'm clearly babbling nonsense. I just like the thought that you're listening - whether you like it or not.
There's a guy involved, as always. But this time it seems okay. We're on the same page and moving at the same pace. I've wandered a little from the straight and narrow but I know that I can find my way back from here should I need to.
The whole of my body and soul aches without you. My thoughts still wont come out straight without you to undo the knots they're in.
Forever and always, and then for a few days more, my undying love.
Han
xxx
